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Thank you for visiting my page! Soon, there will be a gallery, journals, music and more, but as of now it´s exam season and I don´t have that much time. Still, thank you for being around, it´s appreacitated!
Thank you for visiting my page! Soon, there will be a gallery, journals, music and more, but as of now it´s exam season and I don´t have that much time. Still, thank you for being around, it´s appreacitated!
Micro-journal
26/07/25
First week of my unpaid, mandatory, three weeks long gig at an excavation is over. I´m dead but kicking. Unlike Ozzy Osbourne. It feels so wrong without him, it was supposed to be him Keith Richards and cockroaches after everything else goes extinct. Who is Keith gonna talk to now?15/07/25
DANDY WARHOLS WERE IN PRAGUE YESTERDAY, I WAS IN PRAGUE YESTERDAY, too bad that time was too tight. Still a nice trip though. I´m going camping with my friends today, hopefully no one dies.15/07/25
After drinking for a few days (after months of soft drinks and one-cocktail max on very special occasion,) I found myself anxious and vulnerable, but most of all, disappointed. I spent last semester getting straight - with drinking, partying and being irresponsible. I don´t think I´m ready for that - it´s so boring. I lost an entire semester of life. I´m big fan of night life, even if it was suffocationg just a few months ago. As for the anxious part, I´m honestly not sure if that ever left me. While I did my best, I still feel very strange socializing with new people sober. I don´t think anyone can tell, really, but it´s a strange feeling. On the positive end, I don´t wake up feeling like I failed anyone and that everyone fails me - last time I was on binge I talked very passionatelly about "us needing to break a celibate" of my close friend. Not that I wanted to do it myself, or any of the guest - I guess I was jsut asking for help? Anyways, it´s probably time for moderation and for actually looking into what made me like this. There´s something wrong with me, but everyone probably feels like that. I hope I can finally figure it out.
I have been listening to The Now Now and mix of all Oasis albums for past few days. It helped a little bit. Also, I talked about this with my sister. Both of us suck at emotions, after all, we are kids of our parents, but when I told her how anxious I have been for past few days she called me. I think she was pleased that I want to try some introspection. It´s weird telling anyone about this.Pre-15/07/25
I went from being obnouxiously extroverted party animal to self-isolation and forcing myself to focus on studying. It didn´t work too well, so I think I should start working on solving at least some of my problems instead of ignoring them.